A New Magic Wand in Modernization

Money, money, money

A new magic "wand". It's more valuable than fairy's. Everyone says you can do everything with money. Everyone says it makes you feel prestigious. Everyone says it makes you more beautiful. Everyone said it could bring you happiness by buying Channel, MAC or Sephora.

Everyone tries making some money. Whatever how we make some money, they don't care.

Everyone says, we extremely need it, everyday. That's why, our parents wish to us enter to reputable university like UI, ITB and UGM. Everyone says it's easy to get a job if we're one of that Univ's students. For what? For getting money.

In contrast, as I know, I am hegemonized by society (or system?). Yes I know, money talks everything, but everything doesn't talk money. Is it meaning of life by making money forever in our life? Is it called by happiness?
Well... it's gonna be sooooo exhausting to me. If I could, I wanted to live in a peaceful village and lived a farmer. Also, working in NGO is probably the most suitable for me I think.
Nonetheless, it's only my wild imagination. I am still in the system and always be capitalist slave for making money.

Impossible But It Happened

I have a seriously boy-friend. He's indeed half of my life. We always do and share many things together. My parents know us each other. One day, all my friends asked me "Why don't you go out with him? It would probably make our friendship crumble, and both of us were against that. Besides, I looked at him like a typical devout Muslim guy, since he recites the Quran and fasts every Monday and Thursday. But behind those typical things lays a hidden secret, he is a closet bisexual. The first time I heard, I felt all fired up. I couldn't say anything, just crying like a baby because I'm not one of LGBTQ pro. Moreover, he had a BOY friend (although I didn't have, huh). It made me more angry and I still didn't get it, why he loved a boy. I just kept asking why, why, why.
By the time, I try to make him realize, but, he always keeps denial. I keep trying until get it into his head. I know it's not definitely piece of cake for me. However, I won't give up to him.

A friend in need is a friend indeed. ^^